finally.

aww he just sent a picture ^_^

isnt he the cutest?? he's gaining weight .. finally!

O427O7 ♥ ily baby*

new GF.

so today i went to petco and bought cameo a new girlfriend, yes a new one lol. she's a bulldog named rose, and appearently she like rough activity cause cameo drags her around. hes loving his new GF and with the way things are going theyre unseperatable, so theyre gonna be together for a while haha. xoxo

love it.

the 14k gold plated dog tag says "love is blind" in braille,

 its amazing, i want it so baddddd!

& the silver plated is gorgeous :] theyre pricey but beautiful!

http://ericaanenberg.com/

join the aspca.

i am an ASPCA member. im against animal cruelty of any kind. this is something that i stand strong about. it killed me to Google these pictures cause all i wanna do is cry. i rather have no humans on earth and just have animals. im a strong believer that us HUMANS need to be the voice for animals. they can speak we just dont understand. when you look in their eyes you can read their emotions and feel their pain. i dont believe in new year's resolution but this year as i did in 2OO9 im going to to continue to volunteer at the shelters, they need TLC ♥ so be there for an animal, they have feelings too, make them feel special :]

take a stand against animal cruelty
these are the only thing that will never betray you
they'll stick by you nmw!

donate here anything counts!

symphany.

this is tony dize. he has an amazing voice, its like hearing angel's sing :]

FSB.

you know it ♥

I just had a epiphany,
I need to go to Tiffany's
Fendi on my slippers,
And my cookies always slippery
I don't need help,
I pay da bills on time
So I be yellin "fuck em"
With a dildo sign
Five little mama, you a Three star
I aint sleepin when
I say I'm in my dream car
Oh did I stutta?
Harajuku hyphen,
BarBie... I'm hot
I think it's time to put the rice in
I was in the chair,
I was gluing my weave in
When you hit the stage
They was booin and leavin
Young money red flag,
No more auditions
Ask Lil Wayne who da 5 star bitch is!

dear john.

'how far would you go for a love of a lifetime ..' everytime i see the trailer for 'dear john' that releases feb 5th :] i cry .. the trailer shows a couple falling in love and him leaving to the military. you see him receiving countless letters and the struggles they go through cause of the distance. i see myself in the position. every single day i take out my notebook and write a letter to my boyfriend. i did this last time when he went to the air force, and now its on again. tmrw i send out my first bundle of letters :] so excited. i gotta be strong for him so he can be strong for himself. im here for whatever through whatever, swear. O427O7 <3

america.

"welcome to america, now speak english"

i personally thought it was rude. i know about freedom of speech in america, but people from foreign countries that are "non-english" speaking people should not get degraded and be descriminated for an amazing opportunity in the US. the US is a multi-cultural country and we should be proud that we can look at alot of different races around us. we learn how to live, we learn how to cope, we learn how to be a better us with those "non-english" speaking people around us. thank you *bows*

oh gawd.

im here in my daddy's office attempting to study for my class and all i can do is cry. i dont want 2 o'clock to come, i dont want my babyy to leave :'[ . so i want around the office with a smile and bright red eyes .. what am i to do till may when ill maybe be able to see my boyfriend? this is too much to handle, alot of thinking goes through my head .. it'll be the last time i see him .. i cant study, i cant breathe, i just ask God to be on our side and keep us calm as this hectic time comes .. one thing ill do for sure (like last time) is write to him every dayy, cause if im not strong for him then he wont be strong for himself. i love him till death and after, i already miss him, i can feel loneliness knocking on my door wanting to come in .. not yet. ima go back to listening to music and trying to remain calm until the time comes ..

tears.

the love of my life leaves in two days, then i stop breathing. this time around its harder, it hurts more. tomorrow, monday, is our LAST day together until God knows when. Im all types of emotional; i cant keep my composure.  Tears just fall at the side of my face, my heart hurts. this is my boyfriend, my bestfriend, my everything leaving. i just pray to God or w/e powerful god is out there, to keep him safe. im scared for him.. as usual lol but this is the real test, true love right? we're gonna make sure we pass this test together side by side. baby i love you with all my organs, every inch of my body will miss you. tomorrow is gonna be ... wow .. just like that. i dont want it to come, and i seem to misplace my time machine to freeze time. there's no turning backk, its straight forward from here. God be with us .. grant us strength.

April 27th, 2007 Ricardo Sanchez Jr. i love you my fuzzy wuzzy.

pictures from then till now:

and 738 more pictures lol , ily baby.