im here in my daddy's office attempting to study for my class and all i can do is cry. i dont want 2 o'clock to come, i dont want my babyy to leave :'[ . so i want around the office with a smile and bright red eyes .. what am i to do till may when ill maybe be able to see my boyfriend? this is too much to handle, alot of thinking goes through my head .. it'll be the last time i see him .. i cant study, i cant breathe, i just ask God to be on our side and keep us calm as this hectic time comes .. one thing ill do for sure (like last time) is write to him every dayy, cause if im not strong for him then he wont be strong for himself. i love him till death and after, i already miss him, i can feel loneliness knocking on my door wanting to come in .. not yet. ima go back to listening to music and trying to remain calm until the time comes ..
