america.

"welcome to america, now speak english"

i personally thought it was rude. i know about freedom of speech in america, but people from foreign countries that are "non-english" speaking people should not get degraded and be descriminated for an amazing opportunity in the US. the US is a multi-cultural country and we should be proud that we can look at alot of different races around us. we learn how to live, we learn how to cope, we learn how to be a better us with those "non-english" speaking people around us. thank you *bows*

oh gawd.

im here in my daddy's office attempting to study for my class and all i can do is cry. i dont want 2 o'clock to come, i dont want my babyy to leave :'[ . so i want around the office with a smile and bright red eyes .. what am i to do till may when ill maybe be able to see my boyfriend? this is too much to handle, alot of thinking goes through my head .. it'll be the last time i see him .. i cant study, i cant breathe, i just ask God to be on our side and keep us calm as this hectic time comes .. one thing ill do for sure (like last time) is write to him every dayy, cause if im not strong for him then he wont be strong for himself. i love him till death and after, i already miss him, i can feel loneliness knocking on my door wanting to come in .. not yet. ima go back to listening to music and trying to remain calm until the time comes ..

tears.

the love of my life leaves in two days, then i stop breathing. this time around its harder, it hurts more. tomorrow, monday, is our LAST day together until God knows when. Im all types of emotional; i cant keep my composure.  Tears just fall at the side of my face, my heart hurts. this is my boyfriend, my bestfriend, my everything leaving. i just pray to God or w/e powerful god is out there, to keep him safe. im scared for him.. as usual lol but this is the real test, true love right? we're gonna make sure we pass this test together side by side. baby i love you with all my organs, every inch of my body will miss you. tomorrow is gonna be ... wow .. just like that. i dont want it to come, and i seem to misplace my time machine to freeze time. there's no turning backk, its straight forward from here. God be with us .. grant us strength.

April 27th, 2007 Ricardo Sanchez Jr. i love you my fuzzy wuzzy.

pictures from then till now:

and 738 more pictures lol , ily baby.

sunny day.

cameo, the cutest dog ever!

25 days.

in 25days its my birthday and i'll be turning 19?! sheesh feels more like im turning 40 with this mentality lmao. i want presents for my birthdayy :] k-thanks lol

3 days.

theres only three days left until my BF* leaves to the Army. im gonna miss him, his presence, his laugh. its gonna be a long time until we see each other but its a test that we'll past. i love you babe

-zftszs.

  

  

= O427O7 ♥ Forever :]

Red Lobster.

yum :] Ricky, Me, and Daddy 01/05/10

new york.

so the BF and i went on a road trip to *dun dun dun* New York! it was a good experience, except the traffic and the drivers. while i was driving my daddy and ricky were absolutely knocked out snoring as i drove there :\ and through out the trip.. i still drove. so approximately min of 12 hours i drove in total. we went shopping, walked in the cold, drove some more, and shopped. now one thing i can say about New York's shopping is that everything is cheap! i got some nice shoes for $25 but EXCELLENT quality. i enjoyed it especially when we ended the trip eating Red Lobster :] yum that was delicious! their drinks were Top Shelf, service was excellent and food.. again was delicious!! lol well thats my trip to New York. now my BF has 6 days till he leaves to the Army in Oklahoma :'[ - ily baby*

12 years.

10/12/59 - 01/01/98 RIP Alvin Hilerio

today was my father's 12yr anniversary. id like to say i miss him, and no matter what i wish him the best in heaven and he will live in my heart until i die. i love you dad and i thank you for making me the person i am today.