today, december 9th around 3 o'clock i lost someone very special to me. it was a normal day in our house and we decided to take the dogs (Cameo & Jafar) to go peepee outside. as we're outside in a dead end street my dog freely uses the bathroom, as usual. at some point he crosses the street wheres there no moving traffic to pee on some trash cans. as my sister and i are outside paying attention to the dogs an SUV comes pretty fast to a dead end street and i see my dog and yell "Cameo stay" commanding for him to stay across the street. he attempted to run inside the house and when he saw the car, he turned and tried to return to the sidewalk he was originally on, and thats when it happened. we screamed for the girl to stop and i ran over to the drivers side of the car to see if he was free or trapped cause i didnt hear a thing. and i was face to face to his face, something so traumatizing, something i dont ever wish anyone to see or experience. and i ran, i ran into someone's drive way cause i was in shock, i hid behind a car screaming and crying as it disrupted neighbors. the pain continues, the memories replay in my head, and all i can do is say oh my god, shaking my head in disbelief. i gave this dog everything and more, some may say he was spoiled but so what he was my baby. my sister brought the dog to be creamated and ill be receiving the ashes sometime next week. he is my world, my bestfriend, the one person i always turned to and talked to that never backstabbed me. he went everywhere with me, but this time he took this trip alone, and all i want is for him to wait for me. RIP Cameo, mommy loves you! 080608 - 120910
