the love of my life leaves in two days, then i stop breathing. this time around its harder, it hurts more. tomorrow, monday, is our LAST day together until God knows when. Im all types of emotional; i cant keep my composure. Tears just fall at the side of my face, my heart hurts. this is my boyfriend, my bestfriend, my everything leaving. i just pray to God or w/e powerful god is out there, to keep him safe. im scared for him.. as usual lol but this is the real test, true love right? we're gonna make sure we pass this test together side by side. baby i love you with all my organs, every inch of my body will miss you. tomorrow is gonna be ... wow .. just like that. i dont want it to come, and i seem to misplace my time machine to freeze time. there's no turning backk, its straight forward from here. God be with us .. grant us strength.