so my sister and her girlfriend took me out to eat at Applebees and i honestly couldnt keep a straight face, not because something was funny but more that i couldnt see people in uniform. i saw alot of veterans and alot of soldiers and it made me very emotional because i thought of my husband and what he's doing so people can sleep at night and bullshit through out the day. i started to wipe my tears and my sister's like be positive your eating in his name and i tried but deep inside i wasnt ready to be surrounded by other soldiers i wasnt ready for the reality im going to face for the next year :( on the bright side food was good & free.
