Lately I've been something other than myself. I've been negative, pessimistic and blah. I really don't know what's been getting under my skin, but its bothering me. I don't socialize anymore, I don't even enjoy what I used to enjoy. I've secluded myself from everyone and everything to the point all i do is over analyze my situation and what I got myself into. I sit here at work not being able to greet customers properly cause I'm not functioning right. Off this I got and turn to music to put my mind at ease.