aww.

Well today i sold my MyTouch and me and my baby traded a line 6 spider iv amp for his G1. So now he has an amp for his electric guitar and i have my android phone w/ a keyboard. THATS LOVE!

what if.

so what if the world we lived in was just another dimension? what if there was more out there than known to man-kind? what if love was real? if love lasted forever? what if relationships were sincere? what if when we said death do us part, it actually meant death do us part. what if high school sweethearts lasted all the way till our 100th bday. as elders what if we died together in our sleep peacefully? what if we kept our words? kept our promises? what if there was no pain? what if there was no hurt? distrust? no disappointment? what if there was no one else but you? what if you were all alone in this world? what if you only cared about yourself and no one else? what if you was able to live life how you wanted without no pain just gain? and what if everything i wrote made sense ..

my christmas present.

so it was 20 days till my BF would have to leave for the Military again.. for me this christmas wasnt about presents, gifts or anything. it was about spending the last limited time with the one i love :] it was the best christmas eve and after that we had a party of two at my house with some amaretto and got it poppin ! we didnt drink and drive :]

oops.

so it was christmas eve and i was told to be ready by four .. it was 530 and my BF still wasnt ready.. lol! honestly he takes longer than me to get readyy and im a girl. hair, make-up, dress, heels and all but i was still ready. so i did a candid shot while he was showering cause i was bored. ily baby ♥

boom boom.

boom boom boom is all i hear now. i bought myself these speakers from best buy and they sound amazingg especially with the bass omgg. right now im cleaning and organizing the house putting these speakers to use.

enjoy it.

"Life is short and we have never too much time for gladdening the hearts of those who are traveling the dark journey with us. Oh be swift to love, make haste to be kind."

dammit.

today I woke up from my nightmare.. sneezing! actually none stop sneezing, like so far ive sneezed like twelve times without a break. arghh >:O so i made my favorite which is hot chocolate with whipped cream :]

on repeat.

You love me like words can't explain
For me to feel the same ws all you want to gain
You never claim that the dollars made me change
But the models giving brain
I guess that could f*** with your brain


Hurt your heart in the worst way
Never should have let you fall in the first place
But you've fallen, put your all in
Now you're so high off love you don't wanna get down


Most nights she aint sleep
Worried where I might or I might not be
Sheesh! for the life for me
Man what a life I lead


(chorus)
You kept me on this pedestal
No matter how much I let you down (down, I let you down, down, down)
With all my infidelities
You loved me so incredibly
Inside I'll fall apart
If you ever love someone instead of me (instead of me)
[ So you deserve a better man (instead of me, instead of me) ]


Clock won't stop ( tick, tock )
Her love is going, going, going- by the minute
Going, going, going- she keep giving


But I know she can't take it
Still her heart I keep breaking
So Ima let love go
Cause I don't deserve her love no more


Sad story
She mad for me
And mad at me
Sad that we
Can't exude love
Not a true love
Cause it's all screwed up


(chorus)
You kept me on this pedestal
No matter how much I let you down (down, I let you down, down, down)
With all my infidelities
You loved me so incredibly
Inside I'll fall apart
If you ever love someone instead of me


How do you fix a love undone
How you even know if youre fit to love someone
And when you decide to take that ride
Can you drive from the passengers side
One wheel in the middle
Four hands on it
Two sets of breaks
You decide to slam on it
God damn woman
Where the love go
Whip crash will you get whiplash
Sit back cause you won't get sh*t back
But think if you tried to get what you jus had back
She mad at facts
And you can't be mad at that 
(You can't be mad at that)


(Clock won't stop- tick, tock x2)
You kept me on this pedestal
No matter how much I let you down (I let you down)

definition of love.

"Love - a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causes the eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker."

inseparable.

"Love is inseparable from knowledge."