Puerto Rico.

i leave february 7th for 9days :)

youtube videos.

*speechless* shes fckn hilarious.

another aww.

[text conversation O1/28/1O]
him 10:47am: You promise you love me only me just me forever and ever and no one else and i wany to believe you i dont want to think im here and your there doing what you shouldn't or if i was to deploy you no =/
me 10:51am: ohhhh of course babe , that's a promise nmw, that's why I said I'm ready ^_^ im down to ride for you babe forever. im not planning to get off, I wanna be with you and I want YOU to want to be with me nmw. where ever they send you I'm there with you mi amor. I'm PROUD to call you my boyfriend, etc, even when you've made mistakes, cause I LOVE you
him 10:57am: So much baby your fucking amazing amor
me 10:58am: ^_^ really amor? cause your more amazazing*
him 10:59am: Forreal baby i love you so fucking much
me 11:00am: i love YOU ricardo sanchez jr. so fckn damn much.
him 11:07am: I love you neomi marie sanchez hilerio
me 11:08am: lmao ^_^ just cut the hilerio
him 11:13am: Lol ight you would like to cut the hilerio
me 11:15am: yes lol
him 11:16am: Lol good
me 11:18am: you can do that right?
him 11:21am: Yeah duh

happy month-iversary.

happy 2 years & 9 months baby!

[text conversation O1/27/1O]

him 9:37am: happy 2years and 9months i love you with all my heart baby

me 9:38am: happy 2yrs & 9mnths ^_^ te amo con toda mi vida O_o i really do and i cant wait to make it official.

him 10:24am: i love you babe so fucking much 

me 10:26am: i love you tooo mi amor bello :-*

him 10:39am: you want to marry me and have my kids?

me 10:42am: of course, and grow old with you, get arthritis with you lmao, be buried together, go to heaven together :)

him 10:42am: sounds good and we going to make a lot of love right?

me 10:48am: ^_^ duhh, how you think ima keep you around till we go to heaven? lmao

TO BE CONTINUED ..

more more.

he better have our picture on his locker lmao.. he's turning into a grown man ; yay! i cant wait to see him and to go to Oklahoma for his graduation then to Georgia for another graduation, WOOOH!

over the rainbow.

so my baby sent me a picture of the rainbow at the Ft. Sill base in Oklahoma. isnt that a gorgeous picture & view? wish i was there.

finally.

aww he just sent a picture ^_^

isnt he the cutest?? he's gaining weight .. finally!

O427O7 ♥ ily baby*

new GF.

so today i went to petco and bought cameo a new girlfriend, yes a new one lol. she's a bulldog named rose, and appearently she like rough activity cause cameo drags her around. hes loving his new GF and with the way things are going theyre unseperatable, so theyre gonna be together for a while haha. xoxo

love it.

the 14k gold plated dog tag says "love is blind" in braille,

 its amazing, i want it so baddddd!

& the silver plated is gorgeous :] theyre pricey but beautiful!

http://ericaanenberg.com/

join the aspca.

i am an ASPCA member. im against animal cruelty of any kind. this is something that i stand strong about. it killed me to Google these pictures cause all i wanna do is cry. i rather have no humans on earth and just have animals. im a strong believer that us HUMANS need to be the voice for animals. they can speak we just dont understand. when you look in their eyes you can read their emotions and feel their pain. i dont believe in new year's resolution but this year as i did in 2OO9 im going to to continue to volunteer at the shelters, they need TLC ♥ so be there for an animal, they have feelings too, make them feel special :]

take a stand against animal cruelty
these are the only thing that will never betray you
they'll stick by you nmw!

donate here anything counts!

symphany.

this is tony dize. he has an amazing voice, its like hearing angel's sing :]

FSB.

you know it ♥

I just had a epiphany,
I need to go to Tiffany's
Fendi on my slippers,
And my cookies always slippery
I don't need help,
I pay da bills on time
So I be yellin "fuck em"
With a dildo sign
Five little mama, you a Three star
I aint sleepin when
I say I'm in my dream car
Oh did I stutta?
Harajuku hyphen,
BarBie... I'm hot
I think it's time to put the rice in
I was in the chair,
I was gluing my weave in
When you hit the stage
They was booin and leavin
Young money red flag,
No more auditions
Ask Lil Wayne who da 5 star bitch is!

dear john.

'how far would you go for a love of a lifetime ..' everytime i see the trailer for 'dear john' that releases feb 5th :] i cry .. the trailer shows a couple falling in love and him leaving to the military. you see him receiving countless letters and the struggles they go through cause of the distance. i see myself in the position. every single day i take out my notebook and write a letter to my boyfriend. i did this last time when he went to the air force, and now its on again. tmrw i send out my first bundle of letters :] so excited. i gotta be strong for him so he can be strong for himself. im here for whatever through whatever, swear. O427O7 <3

america.

"welcome to america, now speak english"

i personally thought it was rude. i know about freedom of speech in america, but people from foreign countries that are "non-english" speaking people should not get degraded and be descriminated for an amazing opportunity in the US. the US is a multi-cultural country and we should be proud that we can look at alot of different races around us. we learn how to live, we learn how to cope, we learn how to be a better us with those "non-english" speaking people around us. thank you *bows*

oh gawd.

im here in my daddy's office attempting to study for my class and all i can do is cry. i dont want 2 o'clock to come, i dont want my babyy to leave :'[ . so i want around the office with a smile and bright red eyes .. what am i to do till may when ill maybe be able to see my boyfriend? this is too much to handle, alot of thinking goes through my head .. it'll be the last time i see him .. i cant study, i cant breathe, i just ask God to be on our side and keep us calm as this hectic time comes .. one thing ill do for sure (like last time) is write to him every dayy, cause if im not strong for him then he wont be strong for himself. i love him till death and after, i already miss him, i can feel loneliness knocking on my door wanting to come in .. not yet. ima go back to listening to music and trying to remain calm until the time comes ..

tears.

the love of my life leaves in two days, then i stop breathing. this time around its harder, it hurts more. tomorrow, monday, is our LAST day together until God knows when. Im all types of emotional; i cant keep my composure.  Tears just fall at the side of my face, my heart hurts. this is my boyfriend, my bestfriend, my everything leaving. i just pray to God or w/e powerful god is out there, to keep him safe. im scared for him.. as usual lol but this is the real test, true love right? we're gonna make sure we pass this test together side by side. baby i love you with all my organs, every inch of my body will miss you. tomorrow is gonna be ... wow .. just like that. i dont want it to come, and i seem to misplace my time machine to freeze time. there's no turning backk, its straight forward from here. God be with us .. grant us strength.

April 27th, 2007 Ricardo Sanchez Jr. i love you my fuzzy wuzzy.

pictures from then till now:

and 738 more pictures lol , ily baby.

sunny day.

cameo, the cutest dog ever!

25 days.

in 25days its my birthday and i'll be turning 19?! sheesh feels more like im turning 40 with this mentality lmao. i want presents for my birthdayy :] k-thanks lol

3 days.

theres only three days left until my BF* leaves to the Army. im gonna miss him, his presence, his laugh. its gonna be a long time until we see each other but its a test that we'll past. i love you babe

-zftszs.

  

  

= O427O7 ♥ Forever :]

Red Lobster.

yum :] Ricky, Me, and Daddy 01/05/10

new york.

so the BF and i went on a road trip to *dun dun dun* New York! it was a good experience, except the traffic and the drivers. while i was driving my daddy and ricky were absolutely knocked out snoring as i drove there :\ and through out the trip.. i still drove. so approximately min of 12 hours i drove in total. we went shopping, walked in the cold, drove some more, and shopped. now one thing i can say about New York's shopping is that everything is cheap! i got some nice shoes for $25 but EXCELLENT quality. i enjoyed it especially when we ended the trip eating Red Lobster :] yum that was delicious! their drinks were Top Shelf, service was excellent and food.. again was delicious!! lol well thats my trip to New York. now my BF has 6 days till he leaves to the Army in Oklahoma :'[ - ily baby*

12 years.

10/12/59 - 01/01/98 RIP Alvin Hilerio

today was my father's 12yr anniversary. id like to say i miss him, and no matter what i wish him the best in heaven and he will live in my heart until i die. i love you dad and i thank you for making me the person i am today.